Hoping this will not just be my life,
bound and to be shattered just by you.

Please don't take nothing else..
here i am, just for you..
my mind is breaking
Make me into something else.
not this doll of glass you love to break.
Loving the tears smeared on my face,
loving the gasps i make to breathe,
i won't survive what you've made out of me.
Here i am, bound in silence,
broken on the floor..
shattered in so many pieces..



Taking all i know and twisting it around just so you can watch me struggle, it's just a game to you but you deny that it is. I know it because you love it when you crack me more then i already am. You love the idea of being there, when this pretty doll breaks. Well here i am, trying to walk and breathe, while trying not to fall and break everything i know... But even as i walk i fell me cracking, the damage you have left me still effects me, but i will get through. I will get through this.. I will learn just how to break you..


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Model and Photographer Ashes(Akourah) with the help of Kaylub(*Thankyou Kaylub for giving me a friendship and company at school, and for being my magic 8 ball...)
Editing Turned black and white except for the eye, just added a tad of light to the eye. The colour is my natural eye colour.

This is a simple shot, but i wanted something to express this idea. I havent been around alot but my creative images and better ones will come soon.. Tomorrow if i am here.


© Akourah 2004


Akyrah, thankyou for being the eyes to see the world in, and giving me something to believe in thats real, i love you so much.
Nicole, i miss you aswell.. you might have been a mistake, but to me your not, i cherish you for that.
And Arick, i adore you with all my heart, even though we haven't been around each other much, you give me so much comfort.. i love you all.



~PorcelainPoet i miss out conversations..






..your breaking everything i know.